Thursday, November 26, 2009

New Life

Been doing things alone and making it succeed. But this time, I don't know where I am going. I miss my life before where I can enjoy my PC, my room, my collections, my everything without worries and heartbreaks. A simple life that I want to have again. But it's too late. I am all alone now and need to fix a lot of things before going back to where I used to be.

I don't know where I should be going but one things for sure, I'll be looking for a home that will shelter my young heart. For my mother that I hurt most, I'm so sorry for breaking your trust. I am so sorry for the pain. I just want to be happy and now I know that my happiness won't be complete without you by my side. If you only knew how much pain I feel and how I cried knowing that there is no way I can go back. Ta, I love you more than anyone else but I know sorry is not enough for you to forgive me. Now, I am starting all over again. Without him and without anyone else around. It's so hard being alone but I will do my best to be okay. Hope you will be happy without me. Hope that there are chances that my fault will be forgiven. I love you ta and I will always be here for you.

Hope to see you again...
Thanks for the education and the love you offered. You are the best gift from God that I wasted.

I am so sorry for what I did.

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