sorry but I can only pour my heartaches in here. I miss home. I want to be home but I can't. I don't know how to clean my mess. I know my fault but it's to late to realize...
For now, all I feel is guilt. Guilt because I left my mother the time I know she still needs me. Guilt because I let people think that I am an responsible woman. I don't now where I am going but I am here at the other end of the bridge and need to cross to know what;s waiting on the other side.
To my mother, I'll be home soon. I'll be back when I'm on top already to prove to you that I can be a better Ayen. I know you miss me already and you're keeping it yourself. But remember that wherever I go, I am always looking forward for our next meeting. I miss you so much and I cried that out every night just to release the pain.
I am all alone now and still looking for myself. Maybe HE planned this for me to be stronger. For me to see where I should belong. I know HE has a plan for me.
I love you mom and I always will.
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